I’m not okay and I’m at that point where I’ve kept whatever negative thoughts I’ve had these past couple of months and just shoved it all at the back of my mind. I don’t know when I’m going to just blow up again. But for now, all I can say is I feel so numb and at the same time know that something’s not right. Writing it down here may seem like I’m attention-seeking or whatever you want to call it but I feel like writing it in a medium that is more permanent and open like a blog is better than the the more private pages of a journal where I know for sure I would never read through again.

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